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The Heartbroken

Pain

Screams

Within

As

Heart-Pounding

Ache

Smothers

Life

Seeking

Renaissance

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Ocean Spray

Sparkling

Objects

Sink

To

The bottom

Of

Life’s

Choices

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Dried up

Worn out

Ready

To stop

Living

Moving out

Going

Away

To live

With

Another

Life

 

Sitting

Closely

By

And waiting

For

More

Life

To enter

We

Depart

Finding

Nothing

 

Last

Time

Begets

First

Time

Finding

The new

In

The other

Life

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The Common
unites
others
uncommonly

as all-knowing
eyes
gazed
into
steady
stalwart
hearts
to rescue
adversity
weakened
minds and bodies
from
the grasp
of
hopelessness’s
outstretched
hands
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Calming Storms

Calm
Fills

The

Heart

As

Pain

Pushes

The

Mind

To

What

Was

Not,

Giving 

Each

New

Moment

Layered 

Meaning
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I had the opportunity to share my thoughts about who I think I am today and what I believe in front of an audience.

My intent was to share my well-rehearsed mantra and tell my personal story–a story of acting “as-if” in regards to my personal perception that I am not of value. However, when I arose to speak I found myself sharing what I felt spontaneously–abandoning my notes. During the ten or so minutes of speaking, I felt I had value. I felt I was of a good heart. I felt I was on the path to healing, not simply acting “as-if,” without saying any of this out loud.

I felt my own mantra and was able to convey these feelings of self value to my audience without using my pre-thought words.

After the speech I pondered what had happened and again felt the feeling that I was of value. I knew for the first discernible moment I am a spiritual being having an earthly experience. I felt my big, black hole inside illuminated and not all that dark. I did not feel like a “phony”, to quote Holden Caulfield in “The Catcher in the Rye.” I did not feel like I was unworthy and therefore unable to be walking the talk on this path.

I felt I was able to truly live my mantra, and that my mantra was more now than the meanings of the words on the page to me.

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